Official Closing
Hi all friends,
I have offically closed this blogsite and decide to migrate to a new one.
As you have known that this blog is all about evilfish which is me.
And I am moving to another whom is a goodfish and it is me also.
I have not started the first entry as I am planning to post my very 1st on Christmas Day!!
So watch out for my 1st entry on Xmas!
Here is my new blog address:
http://imusic22.livejournal.com/The evil fish is the past.
Now comes the good fish.
I promise, more substances will be coming.
Take care all.
My 100th Post
Yes, I have finally put up my
100th post. Another of my 100th post.
Actually I wanted to do something like a round up of what I have been writing in this blogspot.
However, I do not want to repeat so much of it. It can be meaningless and not so special anymore.
Rather, I would want to set right of my feelings in my 100th post:
1) Move forward, look forward and plan forward ~ For my career
2) Learn to forgive but not forget ~ For my backstabbers
3) See, listen and write more ~ For my song writing aspirations
4) Looks is not most important but health is ~ For my slimming motto
5) Help others by giving more ~ For my kind side of heart
6) Save more and spend wisely ~ For my wealth management
7) Set foresight right and make good from it ~ For my investment objectives
8) Perform your duty and be responsible ~ For my family
9) Be there for the ones who are good to you ~ For all my good friends
10) To pick up what has been lost in the past and perform better ~ For my hobbies
11) Take care of my body before you can take care of others ~ For my body health
12) Yes, this will be my last..... After all the above feelings involving all my important aspects, how can I miss out this one out?
For my love life ~ Find one whom you can love and she can love you. It is better to tell out your feelings than to bury them. You will never know if you never try.I always like to make the special thing on the special day. So for now, it's still building time and patience.
My new blog will be coming to you soon.
I will tell you on the closing blog entry.
I thank all for reading my blog and supporting my writing.
I will do my best to make the new blog another special one.
I promise.
烂好人
烂好人什么人才算是烂好人？那就是在不适当的情况下，还是发挥那十恶不做，愿意充当时时刻刻都要做好的大好人。
在爱情，也有所谓的烂好人的存在。不论男女，烂好人就是那发挥无尽爱的呵护，背负无怨爱的包袱，承受无悔爱的牺牲。
你也许是个烂好人，做出的一切你认为都是爱的精神，爱的光芒。
你付出，你得到吗？
无冤无悔，你快乐吗？
爱情，就是要双方付出，才会结成属于你们自己爱的果实。
只有你一个烂好人的付出，结果得到的可能是一个烂果实。
爱情就不该那么计较。
所以最重要的是，你快乐吗？
如果是，你就继续发扬光大那烂好人的精神。
如果不是，你愿意放弃吗？
2 More Posts
Yeah, I am reaching 2 more posts to my 100th post!
This means I will change to another blog site as my usual practice is once I reach the 100th post, I will change to a new site.
Maybe I will take a short break. Once a new chapter starts in my life, I shall blog again.
I will do a summary write out on my 100th post to reflect my thoughts and feelings towards this blogspot entries.
Time flies fast.
Way Back Into Love
This is a great song by the movie Music and Lyrics.
How sweet and romantic that show can be. It does describe part of my feelings.
Now the wonders. Here's the lyrics:
I have been living with a shadow overhead
I have been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I have been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can not seem to move on
I have been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I have been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can not make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh
I have been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I have been searching but I just do not see the signs
I know that it is out there
There is got to be something for my soul somewhere
I have been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I am open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can not make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I am hoping you will be there for me in the end
There are moments when I do not know if it is real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can not make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I am hoping you will show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I will be there for you in the end
How to make someone like you?
I have been asking myself this question:
How to make someone like you? Especially you are a guy and the girl can go crazy over you.
The most common understanding is that the guy must be damn handsome and charming. Or the guy must be bloody rich and generous.
True to a big extent but there are also guys who are not so good-looking and behave in certain character but yet some girl can be mad over the guy.
I went out with my buddy this afternoon to Kovan and we saw his friends, not just one but two guys who have something in common; they are not very good-looking (one is plump) but they have girlfriends who like them so much that he did not have to do much to win their heart.
Damn. I am always envy those guys.
When can I have gals to pour over me?
Maybe............
In my dreams maybe.
Friday Chill out
Yeah, I have been distracted and feeling blues lately.
Somehow you can feel like you fell onto the ground and not wanting to stand up on your feet.
But still, you got to know how to pick yourself up and so you can see the sun again.
On Friday, I took a urgent half day leave to attend to some urgent personal matters.
Then in the mid afternoon, I went to try bowling at the mount faber safra resort. And it is the first time I manage to explore Telok Blangah area (used to only send girl home there but did not have to chance to see around) in the bus. Actually this town area seems not bad as it has quite a good population of people staying there and quite contained. However, the limitation can be the internal bus range is not a lot. It is a bit far for me though. Okay lah, so far it is not as bad as I feel like in areas such as west coast area and in redhill there.
And I manage to hit my personal best at the bowling there too. Maybe it is the lane that is new, or maybe it is the blues that I want to get out by concentrating on the game.
Two games - 175 and 155. Peronal best but I am no satisfied at all. Could be better.
And I know that I cannot use 11 pounds ball for 1st hit (I tried it in Marina Sq practice session and only manage to hit slightly over 100). Moreover the 12 pound ball the fingering is not so matching. Only when come to second hit 11 pounds makes wonders.
Not consistent also. I have been trying to explore the right way of hitting full strike. Think now I better just focus on the direct shot method as the competition is next week. Got to keep practising using the same method liao.
Bowling seems to be quite fun as it helps to lift up my blues by just gunning the pins down. It helps to lift off your problems and just want to play the game.
There was also a professional guy beside me playing as well. It is kinda fun that he and myself seems like competing with each other. When he hit full strike, I also pressure him by hitting another. Hehe in the end, he still won (he got his own ball ok!) by the score of 190 and 158.
Ok lah, I am not pro after all. Well, the next practice session I better focus and not trying to find ways to improve myself liao.
Then in the evening, my colleagues, ex-colleagues and another of their fren went to ktv hawkering. haha why ktv hawkering? cos I find that we sing so many different songs just like the food variety available at the hawker centre?
For me, as most of my frens know, I was trained in choir before and manage to know some of the music people who teach singing. I can pinpoint people's singing but one bad thing is that I cannot adjust myself to the right way.
My coordination is yet lousy. Maybe becos I like to write lyrics and thus do not concentrate on other people's lyrics in the song. Or it is also becos I usually like to sing with my feel and not focusing on the lyrics of the song. Next time u see me singing, you will realise that I will zoom very fast on the lyrics and close my eyes to sing to get the feeling.
Another problem is also my range. I know that my range can be quite wide cos when I was in choir group, my singing teacher always trained me to hit the highest note. But after the army life, the distortion in voice made me to have a very unsettled range. This means that I cannot use the right range for the songs usually. Some part you can see me singing in a very husky voice and then shot up to very sharp high pitch. Lack of control.
I hope I did not cause these problems to my friends. I hope I did not ruin their ear peace (not ear piece lol).
Friday is a bowling + singing day. Ok lah, it helps in my mood but I still need to work in the Saturday morning.
-_-
Thank you
I spoilt my earpiece for my mobile fone lately.
But luckily, my sister jenny had extra pair of earpiece available and she gave it to me.
So I dedicate this entry to her to thank her for giving me the earpiece.
And not forgetting I will treat her a meal as well.
Not the 30cents white rice don worry.
Kiss
Sometimes you watch tv, you will find the couple kiss like so deeply, so tasty and so engrossed.
The kiss is super significant.
Come to think of it, when is the last time you have a great kiss and where is it held?
Well, so far I did not enjoy much at all. haha shit.
I feel that the kiss is also important. Must plan at the right time and right place.
How can a kiss be not significant?
Maybe can think of these:
For couples,
Light kiss on lips: I love you
Medium kiss on lips: I love you so much
Deep kiss on lips: I love you the most.
Yeah, I am promoting kiss. But only to your loved one.
One and only one.
Muack!
